Contacting the Council

I thought I had found the perfect place to film after doing some research on abandoned or derelict locations near me and found Bank Hall, this building seemed absolutely perfect for what I was intending to film. However after trying to get in contact with them multiple times since and getting no response, as well as getting closer and closer to my planning stages and therefor, production stages, I was starting to get pretty panicked that I may end up with no location in time and having to improvise. Thankfully, I had considered this earlier and do have the back up of using the Castle (my parents business), especially the cellar or the top of the turret, for my location for filming. Nevertheless this isn’t my preferred location, and although I do have access to it and it is in many ways the ‘easier’ choice to go with, I am still going to be looking into the possibility of an abandoned location.

This brings me to what this blog post is about, I have decided to contact my local council as they would have information on buildings like this in the area, and although it may lead to a dead end, in which case I will just use the castle, I thought it would be worth trying to get in contact in case they can help me out. Below is the email I sent to them and below that is one of the recent emails I had sent to the people at Bank Hall.

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Although this is very frustrating, I am glad I had considered this earlier as I am sure I would be a lot more panicked and ill-prepared now if I hadn’t thought of the worst case scenario when thinking of filming in an abandoned location.

Previous work in SFX

Since beginning my project I have been keen to use my skills in makeup and especially special effects makeup, or SFX, I have built a business on my skills in makeup, as well as using these skills in many of my previous projects. Since I am working within the horror genre for this project it seems only fitting to utilise my SFX knowledge as well as my experience with using it in some of my previous projects. I am completely self taught in makeup and SFX and consider them some of my strongest talents, however before being enrolled on this course I had never had to consider how my skills had to be changed and adapted for film rather than just costume work for fancy dress or work for pictures. Here are some examples of my prior SFX work, some from previous projects and some done in my own free-time for my own benefit:

 

Most of these SFX were done with either special effects silicone or liquid latex, then coloured with alcohol activated paints. However the last photos, used for my unit 9 genre photography project, were simply just fake blood and a dirt I made out of various items I found in the kitchen, like ground pepper, ground nutmeg and hot chocolate powder etc. I would like to use this idea again in this project as I think it adds enough SFX to make it seem as though there has been a struggle. I think this, alongside my much bigger and complex SFX, will compliment each other very well.

I have done much SFX for my own portfolio, as well as using my knowledge for many of my projects during this course, I wrote a blog for my last FMP reflecting on my special effects work in this project and thought I could look at this here: “During the production of my trailer, I put my special effects makeup skills to use! I did have to slightly alter the way I coloured the cuts for film use rather than photography, which is what I’m used to. I used SFX silicone to create this, for this you have to mix equal parts A & B to create a gel like form which can be moulded and manipulated into a shape you like, it then dries into a hard form and can be pained and coloured to the desired effect.” Here I was referring to some slit wrist SFX I did on my mother who acted in my short film, I was, and still am, so happy with the outcome of this SFX and will be looking at the certain ways I painted these a lot more subtly to help me when it comes to creating some SFX for this project.

For this project I would like to do some bigger SFX (and possibly a little less subtle in terms of the types of injuries) however I will have to write another blog on this as I would like to fully plan this as a part of my characters costumes etc.

Mark Kermode: Secrets of Cinema

As part of my last project I did some research on Mark Kermode’s Secrets of Cinema, the horror episode, I watched it to help me with planning for my essay on the horror genre and the desensitisation of the audience. I made sure to write down a lot of notes and kept them to use as research for this project too. The episode discusses the basics of the horror genre as well as the codes and conventions that build it up and make the genre to be the way we know it, the episode also uses examples of films or scenes from films to back up much of their points and discussions. Because I was using this as planning and inspiration for my essay, I highlighted the points I felt most interested on coving in my essay, but in this blog I will discuss my notes more in depth and how it shows my understanding of the genre. I want to discuss the notes I made as well as get a few quotes from the essay to show how I put this to use.

The Ominous Atmosphere: One of my first bullet-points was dealing with the ‘ominous atmosphere’, I wrote mainly about the build up of dread in horror films and the warnings we, as the audience, are given. For example, a common and somewhat cliche character in horror films is the role of the person who gives the characters a warning. They tend to be wise, old, and very often crazy, which is the main reason the characters tend to ignore these warnings. In my short film, I won’t actually have one of these characters, however instead the ‘rules’ of the ouija or tarot card will act as my warning that gets ignored. Many classic and cliche techniques or scares are used to create the ominous atmosphere, for example, doors screeching, door knobs turning, screams, whispers etc. Another part of the atmosphere is the importance of building up dread and the idea of threat, this is done through many ways, much of which is included under my other bullet-points.

Location: The locations for horror tend to come from classic gothic literature and art, these type of locations include wide open space, like woods or forests, or old looking and large houses, as well as the more Dracula-era locations like castles or dungeons. Another very important aspect of the location is that it often must look dangerous or sinister to the audience, this makes it seem as though the characters are venturing to somewhere that is obviously unsafe from the audiences point of view. It seems clear that these locations are made to seem like places “where evil itself seems to seep from the walls.”

Sound & Music: Music and sound are debatably the most important part of horror. They help aid the story and the experience without dialog or painfully obvious hints, I wrote a lot about this in my essay and in this section definitely put my knowledge and Mark Kermode’s knowledge to use. After writing, in my essay, about the importance of location, I moved onto discussing the importance of music and sound; “Secondly, but just as important is the music in horror, a great example of the use of music to enhance the horror of a film is the 1975 iconic Jaws. The music for this film was arguably the most important part of creating tension, anticipation and suspense in the film. By using music to signify an upcoming attack or a shot of the shark this creates a sense of dramatic irony as the audience have been, in a way, told that the shark is near while the characters are completely oblivious to the sharks presence.

The Monster: A huge part of horror is the antagonist, or ‘monster’, wether this be a serial killer, ghost, creature or animal, they all play the same role, as the character that symbolises all the fear, in the classic structure of a horror film. The monster of the film frequently end up being more iconic and memorable to the audience that the ‘heroes’ or ‘victims’, for example: Freddy Kruger, from the iconic Nightmare on Elm Street, Jigsaw, or John Kramer, from Saw, and Dracula, from … Dracula. Many of these monsters sit on the cusp of human and inhuman and many of these are humans, “he’s not Freddy, he’s not Jason, he’s real.” This quote was in my notes and I think because it shows the shift horror has taken. We no longer need unrealistic monsters to scare us when many of the humans we live among are just as monstrous.

Masks or heavy make-up are very common in the costume of many horror villains, many times in an attempt to dehumanise them and in some ways strip them down their primal animal. Because their faces and facial expression are covered, it takes away much of the ability to connect or relate to their emotions or actions.

I scribbled down many more incoherent notes but think I have covered the most important through this blog, below there is a picture of the original notes.

Ouija Boards & Tarot Cards

Throughout research and trying to develop the more detailed parts of my story, I have decided I want to include a scene of my main character using something to summon or communicate with spirits, for example, a Ouija Board or a deck of Tarot Cards; I think this may be a great way of leading up to the nightmare sequence and giving the story some background on how and why the nightmare/night terror happens. To research this idea, I wanted to look into both the use of these objects in films and horror as well as looking into them in real life, why they are used and what they are said to do.  I am hoping that, due to this research, that once I get to writing my story and putting all my ideas together and creating my final plot – which will hopefully be happening the end of this coming week – that I can effectively produce and coherent and interesting story, with just enough detail to make sense to the audience but that isn’t too complicated for a 4-7 minute time scale.

In film and media. Many films, typically in the paranormal sub-genre of horror, tend to use the concept of Ouija boards or Tarot cards as a means to contact the dead and set up the climax of the film. The use of these objects normally tend to foreshadow the later events of the film as the spirits are given a doorway through a seemingly harmless ‘game’, I would like to use one of these in a similar way and present the use of them as ‘just a game’ for the main character. I would like to look at some films that include the use of ouija boards, tarot cards or other means of communication with the spirit world, and would like to get an idea of how the topics are generally treated and approached in films.

One film I would like to look at is called “Ouija: Origin of evil”, as the name suggests, this film is heavily based around the use of an ouija board, however the story for this film isn’t quite as simple. The film revolves around a mother and her two daughters grieving the death of their father/husband while struggling to earn enough money to stay in their home through a medium scamming, the mother then acquires a ouija board as part of their ‘act’, which is when the strange happenings begin. The ouija board was bought at a games shop which makes it seem harmless and tame, this is a common theme throughout many horrors; like many films, the ouija board is not taken seriously to begin with and is treated as just another prop for their work, this provides a great deal of dramatic irony and foreshadowing for the later events of this supernatural horror film. In this film the board ends up as a gateway for some rather sinister and malevolent spirits and the spirits end up using the youngest daughter as a pawn to communicate through which ends up with the young girl getting possessed. The rest of the film is very much a classic supernatural horror film with possession, exorcism, death etc, however my main point of interest was the way the ouija board played a part in the film. One interesting part of this film that I am planning on taking inspiration from is the dismissal of the boards rules  (which I will go into more detail of in the second part of this blog.) One of the rules states that you must never play alone, and another states that you should always say goodbye by moving the planchette down to the word “goodbye”. I intend on having my character ignore these rules and maybe a few more as well, and is why I wanted to focus on the way the ouija board is treated throughout this film.

There is a scene in one of my favourite horror films, “Jessabelle” that I think would be very useful to look at to gather some ideas of how tarot cards are viewed, portrayed and presented in film and they way the characters react or treat the cards and their reliability. The clip is of the main characters deceased mother leaving her a tape for her 18th birthday of a tarot card reading, the way the tarot cards are treated and the attitude the characters have towards them is much different than the attitude towards the ouija board. The ouija board is treated as though it is a harmless game whereas the cards are treated with a lot more respect and the characters seem to believe them and trust their answer a lot more than the ouija boards. This could of course be because a ouija board is used to contact spirits directly where tarot cards are not, however it is believed their link to the ‘spirit world’ is strong. Back to the film, the plot ends up being quite complex and detailed so I won’t go into too much detail of this as this is not why I am looking into this film; my main focus is the tarot cards and the reading that comes from them. The reading, of course, is extremely sinister and seems to estimate her death as well as a presence who is in the house with the main character, this sets up a lot for the rest of this film. As I said before, the difference between the use of ouija boards and tarot cards is very much in the attitude the characters have towards them, the instant dismissal of the ouija board in comparison of the trust for the tarot cards highlights this divide in the attitude.

In reality. The first aspect of spirit communication in reality I would like to look at is the rules to using ouija boards, there are many rules to doing this properly and safely which I would like to use in my short film, or more accurately not use. I have already mentioned two of these rules, ‘never play alone’ and ‘always say goodbye’ which I intend to have my character ignore if I decide to use a ouija board over tarot cards. The idea of ignoring these will help foreshadow the impending and predictable sinister or ghostly events that may take place because of these actions. Another common but not official ‘rule’ that people tend to follow while playing, I have come across while researching is that you have to be sober, or in other words “don’t mix your spirits”. This is due to the fact that all participants must concentrate in order for anything to happen and because it is seen as very important to be respectful of the dead and the spirits with whom you want to communicate, and being sober or on drugs may be viewed as disrespectful.

My grandmother and great grandmother both owned tarot cards and left them with us when they died, we still have them though I have never touched them nor do they ever get taken out of the drawer they were kept in; I have decided to get them out and use them for my research and possibly aa a prop in my short film. When I got them from the drawer I was confused as to why they were wrapped up in material and smelt of incense, apparently this is very common and necessary, in some peoples opinions, to keeping the cards and themselves safe. I decided to look into similar things as I did with the ouija board and look at any ‘rules’ there maybe surrounding the use of these cards. One of these rules is that the cards shouldn’t be used after 10pm at night, this is because of the superstitions around spirit activity being higher later at night. If I use tarot cards (which is likely as I already own some) I would plan to have my main character using the cards after 10pm – maybe in the early hours of the morning or around 3am which is supposedly the ‘witching hour’ or the ‘devil’s hour’, which leads to the idea of spirit activity being higher. This could all help explain why the nightmare sequence happens and can help the story line make sense and link the events and timeline together.

666

The number 666 is very recognisable because of its connection with the devil, and as it being famously called “the number of the beast.” Since I have decided to focus more on the depiction of Satanism and Cults through film and media rather than just their religion – which I mentioned in a previous blog is a lot different to how I had initially thought it would be – and so, I want to focus heavily on the stereotypical connections made with Satan and the devil to portray through my short film, one of these being the number and connotations with “666”.

There are many interpretations of the number 666 and what it means, for example the bible reference to it is much different to what it is represented as through media and much of our modern day views of evil and the devil. The bible shows the number, yes, as the “mark/number of the beast”, but its meaning to show the failure of our political systems and the act of going against god by putting our faith in politics rather than religion; “The Bible says that people receive “the mark of the wild beast” because they follow it “with admiration,” to the point of worshipping it. (Revelation 13:​3, 4; 16:2) They do this by giving worshipful honor to their country, its symbols, or its military might. As The Encyclopedia of Religion states: “Nationalism has become a dominant form of religion in the modern world.”” Although I doubt this will come of much use to me when I start planning as I do not have an idea of how I could utilise this concept through my work, it may still impact my view of 666 by knowing the various interpretations.

JW.ORG. (2019). What Does 666 Mean? What Is the Mark of the Beast? | Bible Questions. [online] Available at: https://www.jw.org/en/bible-teachings/questions/what-does-666-mean/ [Accessed 21 Mar. 2019].

I now want to look at the modern day and most widely accepted version of the meaning of this infamous number, as well as how it has been portrayed through film and other art forms within pop culture. The number 666 is placed cleverly throughout horror films and art and often isn’t obvious and is placed within these scenes as a subliminal message to tie in with the iconography of horror. Because the number is most commonly associated with the antichrist, using it cleverly throughout my short film may be a great way of tying those ideas together and to indicate the presents of something much more sinister than a general ghost etc. As I want to use the idea of the anti-christ/satan/the devil and the idea of cults in my film but within my dream/nightmare sequence, I would like to look at various ways I could link them into the dream, and how they got there, possibly looking into the idea of a Ouija board or Tarot Cards used to contact them. This, however will all be in a later blog.

As well as horror films and other art forms, I have found some interesting references to 666 in music and their lyrics, and wanted to look at a song called “The Number Of The Beast” by Iron Maiden, and its lyrics. The lyrics of this song are focused heavily on the devil and, in a few lines, the blurred lines of reality and fantasy, for example: “I left alone, my mind was blank, I needed time to think, To get the memories from my mind, What did I see? Can I believe that what I saw, That night was real and not just fantasy?” This verse links quite closely to my idea for my short film, as well as some of the other lyrics that also include the idea of dreams and imagination etc, and so the rest of the lyrics may help with giving me some other ideas to further the detail of my short films plot. I have an idea of having some of my cult members chanting while a ritual takes place, and I was finding it difficult coming up with something for them to say. Through looking at the lyrics of this song I found some lyrics that read, “The ritual has begun, Satan’s work is done. 6 6 6, the number of the beast, Sacrifice is going on tonight,” and I thought these would be a very fitting line to be use in my film.

I searched online to try and find some information on 666 in pop culture and the horror genre but there weren’t many useful articles on this, most articles that deal with the concept of 666 were talking about the biblical meaning. However, I feel like I can maybe use the ideas behind the biblical references to the meaning of 666 and even if I don’t use it to directly effect the story of my film, the idea of our political downfall may be an interesting thing to look at.

“Satanic Aesthetics”

The main book I have been using for a lot of my research on Satanism is The Satanic Scriptures by Peter H. Gilmore, within this there is an extremely useful sections titled: Satanic Aesthetics. This passage of the book covers the subject of Satanism through art and their perspective of how the subject and many different  artistic “isms” can be used to create said art. Satanism seems to be very encouraging of the individuals approach to this topic and how they see art through their own perspective and their interpretation of each “ism”; “art is a creative endeavour reflecting the individual who makes it as well as the cultural milieu in which it is created.” Since Satanism excites the idea of creating art through individuality, I thought, as well as using my research in the contents of my short films story line, I could also use it to influence how I go about creating and styling my film. “Since Satanism cherishes individualism as one of its primary values, the aesthetically inclined Satanist would generally appreciate any artist’s work that strongly captured the individual personality of that artist.” Since I would like to use the topic of Satanism in the way I style my work, this last quite gives me the freedom I desire and in many ways I can create what I want to create while still putting this research to use.

There are many different “isms” to look at here, they are: “Realism”, “Naturalism”, “Romanticism”, “Expressionism”, “Idealism”, and “Surrealism”. Through reading these, the ones I think most important for me to cover in terms of my research and what would be most beneficial to my work in terms of the subject matter and the contents of my short film are “Romanticism”, and “Expressionism”, and the most beneficial in terms of style and treatment of my film are “Idealism” and “Surrealism.” Throughout this blog I will explain what I have taken from these and what inspires me about them enough to use them in my own work.

Romanticism & Expressionism 

These two subjects in art are going to influence some of the subject matter in my short film, this is because these two offer a much more visual idea rather than the other two that offer more of a concept. Romanticism is the way the subject is treated and portrayed as so to evoke an emotional response or connection; “in art and literature, this is a means for creating highly personalised systems of symbols and subjective worlds of heightened emotions. Supernatural elements are often employed because of their emotional impact.” I would like to bring in the element of the supernatural which means I will have to do some more research on the supernatural in film and media and how I would incorporate this into my story. In this section of the Satanic Scriptures, expressionism is described as “a method for depicting a dark and hostile world”, this is especially used in horror films and film noir, I wanted to use expressionism to make my nightmare sequence seem like a dystopian world. This quote from the explanation in the book for expressionism is what really connected with me in terms of how I want my short film to look and feel, “the earliest works were wildly unrealistic and meant to explore the psychology of madness through use of geometrically harsh sets and grotesque makeup.” Both the “grotesque makeup” and the “harsh sets” are thing I think are going to be key in creating the right atmosphere for my short film, I also think the idea of exploring madness through art is very similar to what I intend to do by exploring nightmares and the madness within them.

Idealism & Surrealism

Both Idealism and Surrealism, in my opinion, are more to do with the treatment of the art form rather than the contents of it, I think this would be a very interesting and clever way of putting my research to use in terms of the style of my film and how it is interpreted by the audience. Idealism to satanist contradicts the “starry-eyed” and somewhat naive view of the world that many people tend to adapt, especially Christians, instead Idealism, in this case, deals with the idea of adapting reality in your art and create art that “depict the implementation of principles which he himself would prefer to see enacted in the actions of his fellow humans.” Another quote from the section regarding Idealism that I found quite interesting and inspiring for my work was, “this can be dramatised in an idealistic projection in which Satanic justice is carried out in ways not currently probable.” To me this hints towards the idea of murder and punishment, and although this is only my interpretation, that is how I would like to utilise it in my work. In a way, this paragraph seems to encourage us to create a world we would wish to live in through art, and although I am definitely not creating a world I would want to live in in my short film, I am however creating something much more fictional and fantasy based (through the use of  the nightmare) from our reality.

The next and final section, or “ism”, I want to look at as a point of interest for the styling and treatment of my film is Surrealism, this section essentially just encourages the artist (or me in this case) to explore the darkest parts of the human consciousness as well as the dark areas of human nature and show this in the art. I really want to use this idea to look at the animalistic nature of murder, and as I am being encouraged to “explore dark regions of the human consciousness” and use my art as a way of “continuing to define the nature of the human beast” I think using this with the ideal of brutal killing will be a great way of embodying Surrealism into my work.

The whole point of the Satanic Aesthetics is to “give them (the audience/viewer) food for thought” and this is what I intend to and will hopefully do through my short film.

Saw Inspiration & SFX

When I was first coming up with my idea for this project and was looking into themes, styles and films that inspired me, originally one of my main pieces of inspiration was the horror franchise Saw. When I was initially planning the idea of my project and looking into what would be best to research for it, I decided I wanted to focus heavily on the SFX and create something extremely gory. This was mainly because SFX is something I am quite confident with and feel like I can illustrate quite well in film, and as I am completely self taught so have developed my own skills and techniques through the many years I have been learning and practicing SFX. Since my original ideas I have decided, although I do still want some gore, I do not want to use it as a main focus point like I had first thought and rather than make it a ‘torture porn’ type of film, I have decided I would rather use only a few being of SFX but make them more memorable. An example of this kind of use of SFX where it is not overdone but extremely effective is one of the short films I looked at called “The Smiling Man”, and so in many ways I would like to take inspiration from their attitudes towards the SFX in this short film. However, despite Saw being more of a torture porn franchise, I am still and have always been blown away with the quality and realism of their SFX and so wanted to look at some of the work in this film as reference points for my work.

The Saw franchise started with their first film in 2004 and have recently added to the collection of classics with Jigsaw in 2017, because of their increased growth in popularity, and therefor budget, and the quality of their films, the SFX is noticeably better, more imaginative but still very much realistic in their later films and so I will be looking mostly at the last few films. When looking at some behind the scene clips and interviews of Jigsaw, the directors mentioned they are “big fans of doing things practically,” and go on to mention that most of the film is done for real rather than through CGI and animation etc. This makes it much better to take inspiration from because then, in terms of the make-up, I can be sure that the majority of it, if not all is real make-up and not anything computer generated. Although a lot of their make-up is very over-the-top, there are a few injuries that focus more on the amount of blood to hint towards the extremely of the injury rather than showing too much detail or ‘accuracy’ of the actual wound, for example, these two screenshots taken from Jigsaw.

This first screenshot is taken from the beginning of the film, we are aware – from the scene prior – that this woman has had a back injury caused by blades, but throughout the whole film we are never actually shown the wound, rather we are just shown the excessive amount of blood that is coming from the wound and the pain it is causing her. I don’t want to create something exactly like this injury in my short film, but I do like the simplicity of just showing blood and pain to suggest a very major injury. I may use this technique around my characters head to suggest some kind of attack or possibly just the blood platters around the scene to hint to a great deal of violence surrounding the location and/or the antagonist.

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This second image was taken from near the end of the film after a gunshot (kind of) wound to the head, although this is a little more detailed than the first screenshot as there is some actual SFX rather than just blood, it is not overly ‘detailed’ and is more just messy which in some ways makes it that more gory and disgusting. Some artists illustrate gunshot wounds in a much more minimalistic way, for example just a hole as the entry wound and a slightly messier exit wound, as to create something a little less gory. An example of this less gory gun shot wound is shown in the picture below the one from Jigsaw, it is from the 2005 remake of The Amityville Horror.

The more gory SFX, like in the Jigsaw work, tends to be used to depict more recent and physically violent injuries, shown by the brighter colours in the blood (too make it look fresher) and the amount of blood used to show that it is still bleeding. The more subtle SFX, like the Amityville Horror work, is usually used on dead bodies, or in this case a ghost. The colours tend to be a lot darker and more purple in tones, and sometimes browns, greys and greens to show rotting or decay, and there is noticeably less blood as the wound is no longer fresh and has been there for a long time and so is no longer bleeding in the say that an open and fresh wound would. I will be sticking mostly to the more fresh woulds as I want a lot of the violence to be in real time, however, I will be looking back at this idea and possibly making changes once planning commences. For example if I decide I wanted one of my cult-satanic-demon-ghost things to have an injury I would have to stick to the more purple rotting style SFX.

As I just mentioned, I want to finish my plot first (this will be done this week) so I can decide on the specific injuries and ways they are inflicted, but I may have to look into other SFX resources that I do not have. I have all the basics to create realistic looking wounds etc but if I decided to incorporate gore like guts etc I would possibly have to go as far as to get in contact with my local butchers and use a pigs intestines or something along those lines as I just don’t know how to create something that would look that realistic from scratch.

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Jigsaw. (2017). [film] Directed by M. Spierig and P. Spierig. United States: Twisted Pictures.

The Amityville Horror. (2005). [film] Directed by A. Douglas. United States: Dimension Films.

Time Management Reflection

This is a small extra reflection blog to help explain where I may be falling short on my work and why this might be. Since I have changed my idea to a short film rather than an advert and film campaign I have had to put a lot more detail into my research and planning of my plot/storyline than I had originally planned to when I first came up with my idea. Although I am on the right track in terms of what I am doing, I am falling a bit short on how much I am doing and the detail of this. I feel this mainly stems from the fact that I hadn’t anticipated coming up with a storyline to begin with and so hadn’t factored in the extra time it took, as well as the extra amounts of detail to my research that it takes to come up with a plot and make sure that the rest of my research, planning and much of the final short film compliments the plot. Although I feel I am on track in terms of what I am doing, I am definitely behind schedule on what I had initially planned as I had thought I would be well into my planning stages by now, however this was before my change of idea so of course some things would inevitably changes.

Although this was just a short blog I felt it could help elaborate on how I have been feeling about this project so far, and that now I have a better idea of where my work is and why, it may help me move forward with my work.

Week 5 & 6 Reflection

The last two (ish) weeks have been quite eventful in terms of the progress I have made with my planning and changing and developing my idea, I wrote about changing my idea in my last reflection blog, and so will not go into to much detail of this in this blog but rather the process I have made since changing my idea and how this has impacted my research. In my last blog I mentioned that my ideas were kind of all over the place and because of this I was finding it hard to explain all my ideas and research in a coherent order, because of this I decided that I wanted to backdate some of my blogs so that it is in an order that is clearer for me when using it to influence my planning. Since my last reflection I have done more work and more blogs on showing my skills and understanding of the genre and my target audience, it was not necessarily that I didn’t know this information, it was more that I had forgotten to show and prove my understanding of this chosen genre. As of right now I feel I have the best understanding of the genre and its conventions to effectively create a short film within the Horror genre.

More research work I have been doing over these past two weeks was to help me elaborate on my new idea, for example I did some research on a few short horror films as so to get an idea of how other people had created a short film within this genre and how they have conveyed a story as well as the codes and conventions of horror within such a short time scale. I also decided I wanted to look at the idea of nightmares to create a nightmare like sequence within my short film, to research for this I wrote a blog looking at mine and others experience of night terrors and nightmares etc. My research has also involved some research into my locations, there is still some more research to be done on this but I have made a start and have an idea of where I need to go from here as well as how to go about looking into and getting a location for my short film.

The last thing I want to reflect on in this blog is my first really feedback from my mentor, Andrew, this is am extremely important part of my reflection as I can get an idea of where my work, in terms of grading, as of right now. This will hopefully give me an idea of where to go from now and how I can work upon and improve my work to be able to achieve the grade I want to. The research I received from Andrew was quite positive in many ways, I am on the right track in terms of what I am researching I just need to go into more detail on some of my subjects and explain my ideas a little more to help make sense of why I have made the choices in terms of the story that I have.

 

Nightmares & Night Terrors

We have all experienced nightmares and, especially when we are young, they can be extremely disturbing and terrifying and so of course would make a great plot of a horror film as being scary is in their nature. Using something, like a nightmare, that we have all experienced in our lives may be a great way of engaging an audience and creating some ‘relatable’ aspects to my short film. Of course a nightmare and a night terror are slightly different, and although the definitions sound fairly similar, from frequent experience of night terrors I can confidently say there are many differences between the two that make night terrors that more intense and unsettling.

I wanted to use the concept of sleep disorders in my short film for many different reasons, first of all to aid the plot and structure of my short film, of course I will be doing a blog once my plot is planned as well as blogging the planning stages, however I know I want to use a nightmare/night terror sequence in my short film as well as some kind of plot twist near the end to make the audience question wether this was a dream or not.

Another reason I want to incorporate this type of topic into my short films is to give me some more freedom with editing, filming, characters etc. If half of my short film is a dream or nightmare then I can portray it in any way I wish to, there are no rules to dreams and if I wanted to I could be as imaginative as possible in terms of everything from set to editing to characters. From personal experience, which I will go into more detail about in a bit, nightmares and especially night terrors don’t tend to have much structure and jump around a lot and, for me at least, tend to be extremely overwhelming and disorientating. Although I do want there to be some kind of sense to this dream and I want to portray a ritual happening semi-clearly, I think my freedom in terms of editing and camera work will help me in creating something that conveys the same sense of overwhelming and disorientating feelings I tend to get during night terrors.

The last reason I want to base my film around this topic, that I touched on slightly in the last paragraph, is my own experience (and that of others). I have been having nightmares since I was very young pretty much every night until I was around 15/16 and as well as also experiencing infrequent – but bloody terrifying – night terrors that also consisted of “confusional arousals”, which is where the body seems to wake up and is in an extremely confused state, this combined with the absolutely awful and overwhelming images I used to see when having night terrors is enough alone to base a full length horror films off, in my opinion. In my experience night terrors tend to go from 0 to 100 extremely quickly and can go back to 0 again just as quickly which is probably a factor to why I used to find them so overwhelming and disorientating. My night terrors wouldn’t consist of ghosts, demons and monsters as a lot of nightmares do, but more often would be a collection of flashing lights, strange images, jagged movements etc, really enough to make you feel like you are going insane. Although I have my own experiences and can only ever know what I felt rather than another persons different experience of the same disorder, I thought it influence my work to see what other people with similar experiences felt and encountered through their own nightmares, night terror, or any other sleep disorder.

Below I have included my responses from my questionnaire below, although many of these results will not be influencing my story line per say as I now have an idea of a plot I would like to create, I may use them to inspire my technical work and my editing work to try to create and portray some of the emotions and feelings many people described experiencing throughout their nightmares, night terrors etc. I really wanted to create a sense of disorientation but wasn’t sure if this was a common feeling or wether it was just my experience but now through the responses of my questionnaire I can see this is a common occurrence.

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